I always said to my potential dates that I don't fuck my friends. Most of it because of my perception to them totally changed from a introduced strangers, into a blood-related like brotherly ties. However, in this case I'm not totally honest. Yes, I had had some crush of my closed knitted friends. First it was MHAR a schoolmate. Even though he was more like a pet-brother, I personally think that he was my first love. Then, it was MTI, a friend from the school days. He was the star of the schools soccer team. Back then he personified what I would like to become, popular (although I think I'm popular enough back then... ha), dashingly good looking and respected.

Then there came college, where I was head over heels for this guy, MSAR, a recreational club mate. He's a damn hot boy, and he knows it. After that I fell for SAAH my team mate. He is extra-ordinarily good looking, so hot, he attracted a lot of attention. Eventually, we kinda felt weird coz we were like more than friends, and our male ego turned auto-pilot, and we drifted apart. Once I felt his breath blowing on me, and it was like a new soul bestowed on me.

Right now, I think I'm more open to the idea of my Mr. Right. He might be my friends or any strangers, I'll take what I can get. LOL