OK. Usually the cafe guy always wear a head cover, coz I think that it is a regulation for food service people to cover their hair. However these last 2 or 3 days, I saw him without his head cover. He was so damn cute. His hair has been dyed to reddish light brown which I think complement his light complexion. We talked a lot these days, mostly about nothing. However there's a lil' bit problem. I started seeing him as friend. I mean, I've lost my lust for him. I don't really know whether its bad or good, but I think its ok.

Last week was my birthday, and my office mate planned a surprise party to my amazement. I think I am always being mean and serious to them, but they sure love this old dog. As a symbol of gratitude, I pinned the birthday card they gave me onto my cubicle wall, so every time I feel like being mean to them, at least I have some reason to be less cruel.

I severed all my myspace relationship coz I am started to feel that I can't fulfill their expectation. Better stop before anybody get hurt.

I really need to get into gym again coz I wanted to look like Ben from Make Me a Supermodel show. He's hot, and I envied his bod.